Feeling kinda down lately. I think I've been too naive to think other people have some good will towards me when the reality is just something different. Sometimes doing art can be a very lonely place to be in especially professionally. I miss my friends that are now in different places than here. Everything just feels a bit too hard at the moment and there's no one to help me battle these things so it falls on my shoulders again to find some achievable goals. I don't need respect, popularity nor money. Just someone that makes this all feel worth it all. Honestly I'm just lonely. Terribly lonely. That's all. It'll pass so don't worry about it but while this wave washes over me it sure does suck. Just holding my breath for a little bit longer for those calm moments.